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Apart from that very little has been happening. It was Ollie and my 5 month today but I didn't get to see him. Anyway I'll update later as I want to get back to reading my new book 'Dreaming of Jupiter'.
Night All
I'm having a dream run with the whole life thing so I thought I would share. Firstly I'm back with my div 1 team which is wonderful, we had a pretty good game yesterday. Lost 1-0 but I think everyone played really well. The other team were ever so slightly violent, ok ok they were horrible and I am not training tonight because I can barely walk thanks to the hammering they gave me. Still all good fun and I got to get rid of some of the anger that has been plaguing me for days.
Ollie is being lovely to me at the moment and since an incident in the pub which resulted in me being rather pissed off with him and using all my will power not to smack him in the face he has also been working a lot on his communication. Because he only has brothers and went to an all boy’s school for 4 years he is a bit lacking in this skill. I know most guys are but since he wants to be a doctor and have a long term relationship with me it's a must that he gets at least a little better.
Uni is still boring as hell but I've started enrolling in other things to occupy my brain with. I'm doing a 2 day course in 3 weeks to get a level 1 first aid certificate so that I can start volunteering with St Johns and move onto more complex qualifications. I'm going to go and see my doctor on Thursday to go over my medical history for both my nursing course and my application to be a volunteer ambulance officer. And I think I am going to get my Certificate III in Pathology so I can get a job at Hobart pathology and maybe stick needles in people. This is very expensive $1500-$2000 and will mean that I will have no money for 4 months as that is the last of my savings but then I can get a job and get my money back.
So yeah the big 3 aspects of my life are going well. Everything is coming together nicely.
A
- Location:Under the sea!
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:Coldplay
PURPLE SPARKLE NAIL POLISH
That will cheer anyone up :P
- Mood:
depressed - Music:Nope
- Mood:
distressed
For once I am not posting at 3am because I can't sleep today I am up because I've just been at Playboy Bunny Night at Curlys (which is a nightclub where I live). I had a fantastic time which is weird because generally I am really against that sort of exploitation of women. There was an amazing girl there who was pole dancing it was incredible, I'm seriously considering enrolling in an adult ed course for it.
I've had a pretty weird day today. It's been swapping between totally shit and good at least once an hour. The pressure that is being put on me from my two soccer coaches, minor family issues, lack of interest in my uni course and the fact I haven't seen my bf for close to a week has made me really depressed. I also have a few friends I am worried about...but then my mate Dali came along and said something along the lines of "you only life once" and I thought fuck it you do and I went out.
So a message to everyone out there; you only live once so do try to enjoy it and even if you are going through masses of shit take a look at the stars, trees, birds, sky and realize how utterly amazing life is and appreciate it...just for a minute.
Smile :) and take care xo
- Location:Under the Milky Way Tonight
- Mood: thankful
- Music:Pink Floyd
Anyway I'm pretty stressed at the moment because I have to play as the premier leagues goal keeper later today against the TIS in the semi-finals of the summer cup. It's going to be horrible and it is still raining so it is going to be wet. I can see it panning out like this: TIS player shoots ball at me, I go to stop ball, left leg slips out due to wet grass, sprained knee, 6 months physio blah blah thousands of dollars trying to fix it.
On top of that Ollie (my boy friend) is still insisting on getting his tooth replaced even though he is going to have to have a bone graft (bone is taken from somewhere else in his body and stuck in his jaw). It's a surgical nightmare and it is causing me endless concern. He's also really stressed at the moment because he has an exam coming up to help him get into Medicine which is really important.
I have a bucket load of drunken injuries from last night one of which is a massive black bruise...in a place I don't show often :P
If I never write here again assume I've been killed by colliding with a goal post. Oh god I'm playing in like 10 hours.
A.
- Location:Awake
- Mood:
scared - Music:Aerosmith
At the moment I'm sleeping badly because I'm in a relationship. Not a bad one I'm not worried about that in fact it is fantastic I can't actually think of a time I've been happier. It's because I'm scared that I'm falling in love. Don't get me wrong love is not a bad thing at all I'm just crap at it. I never give much of myself into a relationship because I am so terrified that it is going to fall apart and if it does and I have given nothing of myself it isn't going to hurt much. So that's me and my crazy mind :P.
Today I had my first game of futsal for over a year with my new futsal team (The Lions). It was so nice to get back into it but I realized how unfit I have become. In 2007 (the last year of college) I was playing soccer of some form 8-10 times a week and playing water polo twice a week along with the jogging I normally. But in England I let a lot of stuff get on top of me and even though I was an assistant PE teacher I didn't do nearly as much exercise so I lost it all which was really depressing for a while. So hopefully in the next couple of months I can get back into it probably wont be running triathlons like 07 but I would like to be able to run 7-10km as that is the general distance covered by a midfield in a soccer game. Anyway back to futsal (which for those of you who don't know is a type of soccer) we have a tournament next week from 9-5pm which will be good.
I've been studying up on nursing acronyms as my uni stuff for today which has been really interesting. I have a site with all the acronyms on it and then I use the internet and my text books to find the meaning. It's been great to memorize some terms and learn about stuff like ASE inhibitors.
Better be off to bed then.
A.
PS. If anyone is wondering what my profile picture is of it's my sister, me, my dad and my brother skipping stones on a lake in New Zealand.
- Location:The desk of doom!!
- Mood: hopeful
- Music:Till Kingdom Come - Coldplay. Listen to it!
What does one talk about in blogs? I have read a few and they have either been very annoying aka someone sharing how terrible their life is with the world or they have been travel blogs and I have been using them to research a trip. This blog may have a bit of complaining in it and I am sure it will have some of my travel plans but due to the fact I am generally a very happy person I expect it to be a pretty up beat blog.
There are going to be different types of entry through the time I am on here. Firstly there will be the personal stuff, what I did in my day and so on and then there will be occasional travel planning blogs. You'll get one of those later which will explain everything :P
Over and out.
A.
- Location:My Room
- Mood:
restless - Music:Coldplay Viva La Vida
